The Gay Religion of Antinous
Antinous was purely and
profoundly Homosexual, even if the concept of Homosexuality in ancient
Rome was quite different from our modern definition, Antinous never-the-less
was understood to be of essentially the same nature as a modern homosexual.
He was deified and worshiped as a god because he had been the beautiful
lover of Hadrian, Emperor of Rome. Many other attributes of divinity
were attributed to Antinous, but the foundation of his divine nature
was based on his homosexual beauty.
In his short life, Antinous
affected the course of human history in that he became the first historical
person to be declared a god because of his beauty and homosexuality,
the first and last for whom a Roman Religion was declared and implemented,
which lasted for several hundred years. The effect of his religion prompted
our Christian enemies to react against homosexuality in ways that continue
to affect us to this day.
The beauty of Antinous
is timeless. He is as perfect to our modern eyes as he was 1900 years
ago. He has captivated lovers of male. Antinous was the first and the
longest lasting Male supermodel.
There are very few gods
in history that have been worshiped as gods of homosexuality, the most
important being the beautiful boy Ganymede, whom Jupiter loved. But
Ganymede was never widely worshiped, no powers were attributed to him,
he was identified rather as the archetype of men who loved men. In Latin
the Romans pronounced his name Catamitus, and over time all effeminate
men who engaged in the receptive role of gay sex were called Catamites.
Antinous was compared to Ganymede because of his relationship with Hadrian
and was later denounced as a Catamite by later writers, and the Star
of Antinous was located within the Constellation of the Eagle, thereby
demonstrating that the divinity of Antinous was as though Ganymede had
come into being in the form of Antinous. The humanity of Antinous brought
him closer to our human soul, he was widely worshiped and understood
to be the deified beautiful boy of the Divine Emperor Hadrian. Antinous
was endowed with sublime power over homosexuals, He is neither myth
nor legend?He is one of us, and he was understood to be so in antiquity
and was worshiped as essentially the God of Homosexuals.
Antinous is a true god,
immortal, ineffable, mysterious and able to affect the lives of living
beings. Antinous is free to bless whom-so-ever He chooses, independent
of the ethereal beings. For this reason, and because He was born of
a woman, lived, and died in a time and in a place of historical reality,
Antinous exceeds many other gods who are revered as the benefactors
of homosexuality, because Antinous is neither a myth nor a fantasy,
but a beautiful boy who really lived and really brought about an era
of peace and sacredness for homosexuals throughout the Roman empire
and by extension for all people...Antinous was the Spirit of Peace for
the whole world, which was Hadrian's dream, a dream that was realized
during the high point of the ancient cult of Antinous.
Antinous is the essence
of Homosexuality. He is the spirit of those qualities that call our
attention to other males, Antinous is the intrinsic love for our own
gender that arises within our hearts of it's own accord. Even when we
are children, though we do not understand His language, we hear His
voice calling, producing a longing that we cannot resist without emotional
pain, suffering and socially inflicted self-loathing. The call of Antinous
draws us to the beauty of our own kind, our own sex, compelling us to
break away from the expectations of traditional society. In our adolescence,
the desire of Antinous may take on the aspect of a torment. We are forced
to choose between the courageous act of revealing our truth or of conforming
to the general order of society. Antinous is the force of Gay Love that
demands that we be truthful with ourselves and with all those around
us. When one who has felt the calling of the Gay God within his heart,
ignores and resists, the result can lead to a life of self-delusion
and misery, a sordid existence of self-deception and social dishonesty.
But when one answers the call of the Gay God, and rises to the truth
within themselves and is open and honest even in the face of rejection
or disapproval, the result is Freedom, and the joyous virtue of being
self-honest and truthful towards society...the result of embracing Antinous
is coming to terms with the emotion of love and desire, of finding love
within one's self and then expressing that love to the world around
us.
All love to those who embrace
Antinous and seek after Him. All who search for Antinous in the beauty
of the world will find Him...within themselves. Antinous sets the hearts
of all who love Him free. To follow Antinous is to walk away from the
natural order of the world, to become a Sacred Homosexual, to possibly
resign from the perpetuation of the human species, which is threatened
by over-population, and to live instead for Love and Beauty, in a state
of freedom, pleasure, and bliss, and then share this joy of life with
the rest of the world.
By natural impulse we are
compelled to reject the mechanisms of natural reproduction, we are drawn
away from the opposite sex by a longing for our own kind and brought
instead to forms of love that do not procreate, that are no more than
the joy of the body, and of the heart. Antinous removes the weight of
procreation, setting us free to find the other joys of life, for the
benefit of all.
Antinous, by sanctifying
mankind with the benediction of Homosexuality, leads us towards the
love of our own kind, same-love, which is an extension of the love of
the self. Antinous is the lover who dwells within, the purest beauty
after whom we spend our lives searching and longing. We find rays of
His form shinning through the visage of beautiful men and boys...But
we will never find the whole and complete Antinous. The lovely faces
that grace the world are for us parts and emanations of the one true
Antinous who dwells within our hearts. We find His components here and
there, and gathering them together, we are led on a journey of reverence
and adoration. Antinous is the Beloved, whose countenance is beautiful,
and we through the valor and love-joy of our homo-sacred being, are
made one with Him. We are His Lovers and He is our Lover, and it is
through Antinous that we learn to be Lovers, how to share the love that
we hold in our heart with other gay men...in a sacred manner.
Seek then after the one
whose voice awoke us from the dreams of childhood, and drew us to our
gay brothers in love and flaming desire. Open your heart for Antinous,
whose beauty cannot be covered, and joyfully suffer the scorn of a world
which is blind to the beauty of homo-sanctity. We are blessed, and sanctified
through Antinous, who was assumed into the Nile, who arose to the heroic
sphere and accomplished our deification. We are living in the most glorious
age of gay men, the turning point, and our enemies have chosen to hold
onto the past...the future is therefore ours for the taking...the dream
of Antinous is spread out before us.
Lift up your hearts to
Homo Deus Antinous, the gay god who is one with us, our same-god, who
draws us toward His ineffable and perfect beauty. Joyfully we find that
we are all one with Him, that no unnatural effort is needed to follow
His will, because at the very moment of our birth His gentle ways were
inscribed upon our pious hearts. We have only to embrace Him, we have
only to break away from fear and shame, and self-loathing, and live
freely as the Companions of Antinous, desirous of Him, as we find Him
in the world and within our selves.
Antinous is the Spirit
of Homosexuality...he is a person and a name that has been used to describe
a feeling that glows within us, a unifying force that we all share in
common. Homosexuality existed long before Antinous was born, but Antinous
is the only person who was ever consecrated as a god for being a gay
man. Antinous is the only person for whom temples and sacred statues
were created to receive the devotion of gay men. Antinous represents
a time when being gay was once considered a sacred thing, and now, as
the world begins to change...Antinous deserves to be recognized as a
crucial element in our ancient gay spirituality, because he represents
so many beautiful, mysterious forces within us. And by opening our heart
to Antinous, we can begin to unfold the beauty of gay spirituality within
ourselves.
